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FRAGILITIES

by skydev

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Parturition 02:49
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i'm so tired of everyone and expectations that come undone no matter how much time i give nobody cares i cant forgive every day and every night im by myself and that's alright i'll still be here if you're there or not so don't wait for me and don't count on me -- feelings of inadequacy quickly turn to adequacy everything i think and feel is really truly quite ideal all i see as right and wrong is all i need to get along and all i need to move on through is everything that isnt "you" -- i stopped caring long ago and i stopped carrying ego and i stopped tending to it all and i stopped neglecting my call and now i feel that all is right and now i dont feel all that fright and now i feel so full and free and like it really ought to be i stopped caring long ago and i stopped carrying ego and i stopped tending to it all and i stopped neglecting my call and now i feel that all is right and now i dont feel all that fright and now i feel like im unstuck and really couldnt give a _ - i'm so tired of everyone and expectations that come undone no matter how much time i give nobody cares i cant forgive every day and every night im by myself and that's alright i'll still be here if you're there or not so don't wait for me and don't count on me
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if you're okay i'll be okay if you're okay i'll be okay just let me know when you're away that everything will be okay if you're okay i'll be okay if you're okay i'll be okay a little time with you today to make sure everything's okay and i'll be here when you're down cause i promised i'd be around from sunrise to sundown and i'll be here when you're stuck when you're down on your luck and you feel like you suck
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Memories 03:35
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i lost myself i can't go on why is it so things may not show keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... i found myself please just hold on, my dear my dear... you'll be alright just hang in there, my dear... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on... keep moving on...
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right , wrong short , long light , dark meow , bark one thing, everything everything, going in round and round , it goes, it knows the things you're scared to admit to yourself near, far bright, star black, white weight, height more things many things, many things, going in up and down, and all around go the things that you think too much pride to admit - how do you know that it's all true the information to you all new you take it in you don't think twice no questioning because it's right! right? - right , wrong short , long light , dark meow , bark one thing, everything everything, going in round and round , it goes, it knows the things you're scared to admit to yourself near, far bright, star black, white weight, height more things many things, many things, going in up and down, and all around go the things that you think too much pride to admit
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Mitákona 03:23
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kišnéya 03:16
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Waiting... 01:13
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REVELRY 02:08
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I am but a man, driving down a forgotten road. every so often, I close my eyes for just a moment to see how long I can drive before I become worried and open them out of fear. What is fear? That which we cannot know? Should not know? Here I drive all alone, not a single other car for miles; since, after all, just about nobody lives way out here in the country. But every time I close my eyes, it always feels as though another vehicle is heading straight for me. The road may be straight, but it only serves to exaggerate every little bump and slight movement. I know I can keep the wheel straight and that nothing is out here, so what is it? Is it death that I fear? The unawareness? Missing out on possible new visual stimuli? ...Truth is, when you're behind the wheel for long enough, you tend to forget you're in a giant, multi-tonne tin can traveling at speeds unimaginable. Each time I close my eyes, I am not exactly sure what it is that I fear so deeply, yet the feeling is so overwhelming that I can't bear to keep my eyes closed any longer. But I close them for a few more once mores. ... We rely a lot on our eyesight. I would say it's something we take for granted but that seems like a bit much. When you're born with something, it's kind of hard to take it for granted; for when it is all you know- all you know to explore and understand the world around you- it becomes vital, and if anything, we are utilizing it exactly right and in the most effective way we can. When you lose that- that which is all you know- you feel very lost and out of place. Something is wrong. Something you can't possibly understand since your only way of understanding has just been stripped away from you. It brings with it the most intense uncomfortableness you might ever experience- and that is fear. A fear so undoubtedly real that you can't ignore it. ... I open my eyes and see nothing but the open road ahead of me. They were closed for probably less than a second, but it felt as though time were as viscous as tar. And in that split second, I likely traveled about 10 times further than I would have had I been walking. There's something thrilling about feeling that fear and then overcoming it. It's almost like you get a little bit closer to understanding exactly what it is that you fear, until you no longer fear it; until you prove yourself a "professional" or a "master", or that you realize you never really needed to fear in the first place. There's a piece of mind that comes with understanding- experience: the only way to truly understand something. The only way to truly know what is important to you. The only way to truly know which emotions you feel, are real. ... I wonder if there's a place around here I can stop to take a quick rest at... my eyelids feel so heavy...
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sell out 02:11
sold everything for a pair of socks livin inside a cardboard box understand the people and their talks doin what they can to walk their walks wish i did more with my time to waste it all feels like a crime trapped inside mind like a mime all to my name is a dime not sure who i want to be someone nice to a degree what do i have to lose someone's dream, not sure whose and they call! and they call. it calls us all until we're dead until we've bled and when we've shed our final tear -- wish i did more with my time to waste it all feels like a crime trapped inside mind like a mime all to my name is a dime not sure who i want to be someone nice to a degree what do i have to lose someone's dream, not sure whose and i know! and i know... some day... we'll be.. we'll be so free... and we'll see a dream.. that's ours and it shines like the stars -- sold everything for a pair of socks livin inside a cardboard box understand the people and their talks doin what they can to walk their walks wish i did more with my time to waste it all feels like a crime trapped inside mind like a mime all to my name is a dime
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Feelings 04:38

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All songs written and produced between April 2022 and December 2022 by skydev.

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released December 25, 2022

skydev - everything
↳ Dappoyo - vocals, production
↳ Sky - additional production
↳ Yue - additional production

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